remember me??...well it's been a while huh...ENOUGH has happened since last time you heard from me...some of you know, some of you don't...so anyways just wanted to blog to let you know that i'm still here haha...here it goes...

remember those times i wrote about my tutorials? well, i got through them...and so that was good...lots of people said i improved the most...i don't think so...but i tried hard...

you know what sucks?...when people steal your hobbies...haha...like they try hard to be like you, be better than you in what YOU like to do...IT”S GAY...get your OWN hobby...or when people think you wanna be like them...JIGGA PLEASE...it’s entertaining really…

on a brighter side...it's great when you see your old friends...like ones you've had since grade school or high school...and you pick up where you last left off...i think that's the BEST kind of friendship...when you don't have to talk or see your friends everyday or every so often but when you do, you reminisce about good times, and just hang out like always...don't have to prove anything to anyone because you already know where you guys stand and where you've always stood...longevity is key...

this past week has been hard for some people...one of my brother's boys died in a car accident last weekend...it's sad...my brother doesn't really show emotion but i know he's hurting...and so are the rest of their boys...the kid was so young, so loved...a lot of "what ifs"....even though i didn't know him, i know enough to say he was loved and respected by everyone...makes you think, anything can happen...RIP Carmelo and God Bless your family.